Once—not all that long ago—we were a great nation: confident, aspirational, perhaps even blessed. A shining city, set upon a hill. But now it seems to me the sun is setting on America. We’re torn and tired, sad and angry, divided, lost, maybe even defeated. Is our day done or is there still a little daylight remaining? We’ll know soon enough.
We did this to ourselves. Six years ago, we elected a flawed man of questionable character who remade the Supreme Court with ideologues of his ilk, three newly minted justices who lack the experience, temperament, and intellectual gravitas to make thoughtful, centrist judicial decisions. In so doing, Mr. Trump and his GOP minions made the Supreme Court, at least in Constitutional theory, the only non-partisan branch of our government, into a vengeful political weapon. Equal justice under law? Not anymore. The decisions of this court only seek to further an extreme political agenda that runs against the grain of a majority of Americans who believe that guns should be regulated, that a woman has the right to choose, and that love is love.
There is no true north anymore; our collective moral compass spins wildly. We are polarized, paralyzed. We separate into tribes and reorganize in the wings, farther and farther from any common ground. Just over a hundred years ago, William Butler Yeats predicted all this in his poem “The Second Coming,” written coincidentally in the aftermath of another global pandemic:
Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.
When I was younger, I was a patently cheerful optimist. But now that I’m older, I see things differently. It took several centuries for the Roman Empire to decline and eventually fall, leaving the Western World in darkness. Barbarian threats from without, political instability and corruption from within, a failing economy, and the rise of other empires slowly eroded the power and sway of Rome, eventually causing it to collapse. More recently and much closer to home, there was a time when the sun never set on the British Empire, but within only a century or two, that empire also shrunk and disappeared, writing one more painful chapter in history’s long textbook.
These days, events move more swiftly; the slope is much steeper. The evening of America—if that is indeed what this moment is—might only last a few short years. I would like to think there’s still time to right our ship, but it sure feels like the tide is running fast and the wind is blowing hard. I’m worried.
But over on the horizon, there is still that small glimmer of light. Maybe there’s still time to get this right. We have to ask ourselves if we have the will, the resolve, and the patience to maintain our place in this world. We like to think of ourselves as a great experiment in the power of democracy, an ideal for others to emulate, but I’m sorry to say we’re looking less and less like that shining city set upon a hill. Yeats was right: things are falling apart.
I sound like Eeyore: “things could be worse, but I’m not sure how.” I’ll do my best to rekindle my faith in America. Will you do the same? Maybe it isn’t the evening of America, only the darkness before the dawn.
I’ll be right back.
Jamie Kirkpatrick is a writer and photographer who lives in Chestertown. His work has appeared in the Washington Post, the Baltimore Sun, the Philadelphia Inquirer, the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette, the Washington College Alumni Magazine, and American Cowboy Magazine. Two collections of his essays (“Musing Right Along” and “I’ll Be Right Back”) are available on Amazon.
Rick Balaban says
I’m fearful too Jamie. The center is not holding. I wrote the same to a friend yesterday. I am hoping your Musing is read by the many, not only the few, and by those that most need to think things through , not only those who already share your grim worry.
Den Leventhal says
Have you read “Caste: The Origins of Our Discontents” by I.Wilkerson (pub. 2020)? The disease in the American civilization is deeper and longer than the evils perpetrated by Trump.
Gretchen F Stroh says
Super important book. All americans should read it. It is life changing
Steve Narowanskie says
Sounds like it’s time to skip the plonk and move on to the good stuff.
Bob Wipfler says
Nice essay, Jamie. Strong people ponder while weak ones go with the flow of the cult. Your thoughts are most ponderable, not a real word but useful in this response.
Sally M Prince says
Jaime that was brilliant ! I will forward to others. I’ll also send you my letter to our regional paper re an article wht the flag is painful to so many people .
Weren’t you a teacher at Landon. I’d like to send to those people especially.
Don E. Itall says
Life is an ebb and flow. The Warren court was just as partisan as is said of the Roberts court which is why our system of government is arranged as it is. You lament the current environment, I welcome movement back to normalcy. Welcome to the real world where various ideas are addressed at the state vs federal level. If this is the evening of America, the lack of morality is greasing the skids on the slope.
Briggs says
Six years ago, this nation was in pretty good shape, having been captained by an intelligent, patriotic family man who knew his place. Then, with assistance from a nefarious strong-man in Moscow, the power-mad, radical conservatives (directed by a self-interested, evil Senate majority leader), gerrymandered an electoral vote victory contrary to the majority of overall American voters and turned the far-right political apparatus against the very wishes of the American people.
It’s time for term limits in Cingress and the SC. Let’s take back our democracy.
Misha Hutchison says
So eloquently written, the same fears and frustration I hold in my soul.
If I had been standing, this would have brought me to my knees. Instead, it left me in tears.
I too am worried. We all should be….